yo man, sorry to hear this. makes me so sad TBH becuase when you joined the forum it was really great to see how much passion and love you had for your car, i really do feel for you mate as i too haven't had the best of luck with my car's
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DO NOT Let it get to you.
I crashed my saxo VTR the day after i passed my test with my GF in the car
I Got smashed into head on in my escort with 3 mates in the car , i've crashed a golf MK 2 with my Best mate in the car, smashed my fiesta up by hitting a badger with the same guy who was in the golf ( yep the first one i saw in the wild in my life i Hit lol ) My saab 9000 caught fire, Ive crashed a Volvo 480 again with the same guy that was in the fiesta and the golf , and i i've been smashed into in my last EK4.. and then hit a deer in my current EK4 the other week..
I don;t drive stupidly. in fact i have never crashed when i was driving fast or hard. always really random times.. from cross road's to corners to round abouts to oil s***** ( wtf why does it star out s p i l l 's ) and wild animals you name it and i've had an incident with it lol.
So as you can see it has not detered me from enjoying my car's.
I'm not trying to be cool by saying this BTW.. just thought i'd let you know that it happens man...
Ask anyone hwo has been in a car with me and they will say i drive safely. Jimbo came for a ride in my car i'm sure he'll say i drive fine lol.
Lots of unfortunate things happen in life mate.. thinkg youself lucky you were able to afford a car that could stand up to that kind of crash...
If you would ahve been driving an early fiat panda you would not be in the same condition you are in today..
whats on the card's then... insurance claim ?? were the police involved ?? you gonna get another civic ??