Iv already got a fair few tattoos all of a religious theme and meaningful to me but i think this is the next tatto i will get. After the death of a loved one i composed this poem and I think i will get it tattooed on me. It probly doesnt mean $hit to you guys but what i have written means a lot to me.
Someday
Disturbing a wound means that it can not heal,
Memories open the emotional scars that i feel.
Pretence, the mask i put on,
To disguise that my friend has gone.
After many years of isolated, silent tears,
I am drowning in a world of living fears.
Half-smiles conceal, sting so deep,
Stinging i have felt since my friend
Departed for eternal sleep.
But certain am i that one day i will see
At heaven's gates, you waiting for me.
We laughed, we cried, we fought,
We shared wealth,
No currency could have bought.
I hunger to have you here,
I long for your presense near
To carry my pain away.
After termoil darkness
There will be a sun-kissed day.
I still envision your familiar face,
Not a man alive could take your place.
When i was hurt and hopeless,
You provided promises that made me focus.
And now that i am hopeless, you are no longer by my side.
The chair that you often sat in, is now empty like me inside.
I remain here by myself, lonely and forsaken.
The LORD must have been selecting
Angels for the taking.
There remains so much more your eyes
Could have seen.
There remains so many more majestic things you
Could have been.
There remains so many things I would have told you if only I had known,
That i would have been left in this cruel world alone.
You are not dead!
You remain alive!
In me you continue to strive.
You are with me in every step i take.
You are with me in every decision i make.
You remain with me in every way.
My friend ------ I know i will see you again
Someday.